Trust.

Trust,Sometimes i don't believe in trust.Cause,I know the circle of trust.First you would trust example your Bestfriend.You guys hangout share secrets then one day your bff tell somebody else your deepest darkest secret.Heh trust me,I've been there.Everybody must have a secret keeper and guess what eventhough i don't really believe in trust but i have a secret keeper.Guess who she is,Alyaa Natasya my sister.Shes the coolest bff ever.Eventhough shes annoying like hell -,- .Yeah i still love her.I even made a song for her.Mr.Boombastic mcm Acik,pakai topi naik kereta api.Mueheheh,And if you wonder who is 'Acik' thats my sister lah.My family Calls her Acik ain't that cute : ) .So just for a reminder,Please have a secret keeper cause i know one day if you don't have any secret keepers.Your secret will spread all over the world.And who doesn't even want a secret keeper trust me you must have one.Good luck searching! I'll pray for you.Chaww! XX ♥

Im not that kind of girl.

Memories ain't suppose to be wonderful.Some memories are bitter.Like,You fell into a drain like i do then people started to laugh at me.Yeah So and Too Bitter.Let me tell you a secret of mine,Everyday I'll see my self at the mirror wondering when will I be pretty .But Im grateful that Im not that pretty,Insya-Allah one day I'll be pretty by Allah's power.Amin :D.Every Moment of mine is miserable,example.People would say that im a savage,misunderstanding,thinks by using my butt,All Malaysians don't want to be here girl and also a slut.Yes i made that up but by seeing their face makes me more misunderstood.I would imagine that theres a cloud with a letter on it saying 'What a slut'.Heh thats an example.And thts why i said people call me a savage,misunderstanding,thinks by using my butt,All Malaysians don't want to here girl and also a slut.In any ways I know im not tht girl who thinks im tht kind of girl

Taking things slower.

Yeah,slow as a snail.Lol --,People are people.We take things slow at first then we would couple for a long time ITHINK.Every boyfriend of mine,I never knew them tht well.So Im thinking of Taking things slow for my next Bf Insya-Allah.

If you,who could love me all the way.I would really love that.

I couldn't last a day without saying Hi to you,If i was at your place yes.I would really enjoy how much I hurt people,but do you even know how do the people you broke up with feels?.People with no feelings would feel like that.Enjoying the life of hurting peoples feelings.Get a life!.People have feelings,feelings that can turn down to sadness.Please boys,Understand girls.Whose been shutting the fuck up all this years.

Ms.Taylor Swift - Original Song

I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more. :')

What is it about love that makes u go crazy?

The feeling that make you feel like you're floating on air but your feet is actually on the ground. The moments stood still when the time on your watch is ticking. People say time is gold but you sitting down doing nothing but thinking of her/him and it made you feel worth every single minute of it. And the list goes on.... These feelings can make people think that you're being irrational, brainless and what not. Only people who are crazy in love can understand these irrational, insane, crazy feelings!

Don't fell in love with who doesn't love you back-Its not cool - -"

Yeah,Don't fell in love with who doesn't love you back.Even though its a standard thing but if you're deeply in love with the guy your heart will crumble to small pieces.Pretend the picture above as 3 young adults.One guy and a girl are kissing and another is pouting hmm,sounds like the girl whose pouting is really heartbroken.Some boys can't be trusted.They would say they loves you but guess what happen the next day they're in a relationship with somebody else.Its not cool to fell in love with who doesn't love you back,anything could happen to you when you're in a situation like this.Oh yeah,i forgot to say that I've been there.A couple of times and the couple of times really hurts.Its like you're life is blank and you would say that you don't want to do this thing again but it will come back to you and you'll do the same thing.So be careful and remember stay cool.Eceh! HAHA.XX ;)

Cheating.

Cheating,Heh.I've never never been there -.-.But some of my friends have been there.They were caught RED HANDED! :D.One story,My friend Dayang,was Online-ing.She checked her Bf's profile at Facebook.And guess what goes next,She saw that her Bf was cheating on her with her own bestfriend.What the eff right? ==" .Kids this days, to extreme.LOL,Lucky me Im in love with the sweetest guy ever :).Back to the topic,I've been there to lah actually,My bf Ammar .I told you right about that story.How Harsh --'.Cheating must be stop by knowing your own lover by their heart not facial expression.If the guy you're in love with is good looking and his heart is completely good.Lucky you then! :D.But trust me every guys gonna cheat on their lovers.Not a single man wont cheat on their lover.Thats a warning.So watch good care of your lovers :).Not only women have to take care of their lovers.But man to,cause theres to women who would cheat.The moral from this is DON'T CHEAT AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR LOVERS :p.XX ;)

Worries.

Been there ,done that.Worries can take over your mood,you know why i know that? Cause I've been there.Once i was worried that Ammar would caught me Chilling with Noah.You guys know right that NOAH IS ONLY A FRIEND.I was so worried then my worries took over my Mood.So Be more patient yeah,Don't worry so much.lol, Chaw XX ;)

embarrassing yourself on public.

Embrassing your self in public.Yeah I've been there and I know everyone has been there.Let me tell you a couple or more stories.That day Hana,Zull and me were walking back from Mcd Sek6.As we were walking we have to step (langkah) a drain.I wore Baju kurung because after school ended, We all just go to Mcd.As I step,I fell into the drain.Yeah It was embarrassing,Zull And Hana helped me.From now on Im phobia with drains ==". This story,I know you guys gonna laugh.It was a rainy day ,My sister was wearing her new slippers.Even a couple or more steps,It'll sound so noisy.My sister was stepping in side her College then suddenly, DABUSH! .She fell,Everyone was shocked to her such a noise and everyone immediately stare at my sister who is blushing from embarrassments and now my sister doesn't wear the slippers anymore.THE END :D . You see embarrassments or fear can change to a phobia.And guys after you guys want to buy new shoes please check if the slippers or shoes are comfortable not just because they look high fashion they are comfortable.So, Be Careful Yeah, XX ;)

Breaking My and others Heart.

Breaking Peoples Heart are not cool.Yeah so NOT cool,usually boys would hurt girls heart.Girls rarely brake boys hearts,My friend Fazirra.She cheated on her Bf,And her Bf doesn't even know.What a terrible girl to do to her Bf like that.But she's still my Friend lah kan :P.I never broke a guys heart,cehh.poyo je -.-.Pernah lah jugak,But I would say sorry anyway right.Then its cool,My friend likes me.He express his love for me and he even post it on his blog but he didn't say my name lah.His still waiting for me.But Im just not sure I'll approve or not.Cause i just consider him as a Brother and a BestF.I wish could like him one day .Insya-Allah :).Back to the topic,Almost every girl would cry if their bf is cheating on her.Example ,'ME'.Yeah i cried when my Bf cheated on me.He told me to give him one more chance and guess what the LAST CHANCE changes to 3rd chance .Cool aite ==" ,He cheated on me with to girls who is Syeera and Sarina.And guess what Sarina is my 'Kakak angkat' .Yeah and it goes more cooler.Ammar told me she's the one whose SS.Yeah for me,Ammar's the one who's SS not Sarina.Hmm,Then i told him that i give him another chance.And you know what when his totally in love with me and trys to change like LITERALLY. I dumped him.THATS THE COOLEST PART AITE?yeah i know :).Ammar and i text,chat. He says that he won't move on cause his still in love with him.Yeah i melted cause i didn't noticed how deep his love for me.But i know when i come back to him,He would do the same thing.Soo, Nahh !.I won't love him.Then THE END.Im moving on thats why i told you guys that 'Im starting a new life Starting with a new blog'.hee,Wish me luck on this Horrible ,pathetic world -.-.Chaw! XX ;)

Favorite :')

Freedom.

Freedom.
Do you know what real freedom is?

Does anybody know what it is?

Is it possible to know it?

Well, let’s discuss

From my own philosophical studies on this subject on works written in 1954 by Mr Hubbard (golden essay Trapped) I came to understand this subject much better and I would like to brief about it.

First of all there is a difference in freedom from and real freedom.

Freedom from is easy to understand. That would be like freedom from entrapment like a prison or such similar thing.

So let’s speak about freedom from a bit.

A guy finally get’s released from prison after 10 years, now he is free. Well, free from the prison that is.

Now, is that guy now more free than for example you or me? Subjective maybe yes.

Actually any physical thing (matter, energy, space and time) can be a barrier and thus entrap you. And on the other side of the coin is that any thing, really, can entrap you mentally. You can imagine being in a prison while you actually are not.

But let us assume and take an example were the guy is sane.

You for example. Are you free in the definition free from?

Yes and no. Everything is relative. You are also trapped, did you know that?

You cannot leave this planet, you are stuck in time and you cannot even fly like a bird. Pretty trapped if you look on the extreme.

So we didn’t get so far with freedom from, it’s all physical, subjective and relative.

Let’s talk about the real freedom.

How would a mountain climber be more free?

Well, let’s look at it. His purpose is to climb mountains. So if he would achieve that he would achieve happiness.

So, how would he easier achieve it? By being more able to do it.

The way to freedom goes through higher ability.

Perfection.

Perfection means 'Kesempurnaan'.Everybody is not perfect,Exept for Allah :').Everybody makes mistakes.And people who thinks they are so perfect,Well think again.You're not!.Yes ,when they are in love.They would say their lover is so perfect.Yeah when Im in love to.I would say like that,Its a standard thing.But I know when i say like that ,My Bf is not THAT perfect.he also does something wrong.But good for me,I broke up with him.LOL ,joke.But yeah We're still friends :).To people who thinks they are so perfect.Shattap,and get a fucking life.Please and thank you.XX ;)

Grateful.

Sometimes people aren't grateful.No matter harsh and evil this world is ,We have to be grateful.A muslim would do their prayers for five times a day,Thats only a reminder.Hee,Being grateful doesn't give us sin only stupid people would think like that.Being Grateful would give us A Reward (PAHALA).I know everybody knows that but why aren't they being grateful.Yes sometimes Im one of them who aren't grateful but after a while,I'll Be Grateful Cause Thats Who I Am :).Yes sometimes People would Say its a normal thing,yeah i know.But eventhough its a normal thing.It doen't have to be cause the more you're being grateful.The more Reward we got :').And thats the only way to go to Heaven.I know Allah is waiting for us :')

Playing with your heart.

Your heart makes everything worse,good,fantastic and more horrible -.-.Yeah, I've been there.Everybodys been there.No matter how cool or lame you are.You've been there,The only person who i know who thinks first before they do anything and who listens to their hearts is God and also my friend Noah Fhauzi,He is my insparation :') and also My bestest friend :).Stop playing with your heart and Follow your heart,its for your own good :).XX ;)

Come Into My Dreams.

Baby,You don't know how i feel huh?Baby,Please come closer and tell me you love me.Please ,Im begging.I miss you,I love you ,I need you please tell me you feel the same way.Sayang,please you're the only person who i trust.You complete me,You're a miracle for me.You're my Angel,I can see your Halo Baby.I can see it :).Your eyes melt me.I love your Smile Baby.Please Sayang.Come Into My Dreams.

Me ,Myself and A New Fucking Life :)

People need their own Quote to live on this harsh and evil world.And my daily Quote is 'Be Strong Gal' :).Everyday I think i lose somebody and I wish I would Almost give up on life ,but when i think about it and remember my quote.I'll be okay :).Sometimes people needs my advise for their love ones,I'll give them my advise and guess what they worked out.But actn't ually,They doremembered that I just broke up with my BF.Yeah,Thats how Stupid This People Are.LOL, no offence.If I said This Age People are more stupid,Then I am too a Stupid Person ,And I'm proud of it .hihi :).Quotes are important in life,Almost everybody have their own Quote.Sometimes for Babies i made up a Quote for them.Example, ' Im cute,and i know you care'.LOL :D.When I was a kindergarten my quote was 'Im precious to my teachers cause I always pissed on my pants'.LOL,Thats a funny one huh?! :D.People who doesn't have their own Quote try to have one kay.Cause i know you have one ;).Goodluck,chaw .XX! ;)

New life ,New Ayu :')

Im Ayu Batrisyia .12,Kota Damansara.Im just a Normal girl who is starting a new life.Starting with a new Blog :).Some people says Tumblr is more fun then A blog, But I disagree .You know why? Cause i don't know how to use Tumblr.Muehehe :) .but one day i'll learn :D.Im a 'Four eyed Gal' .Hihi,Yeah i wear Speks :).I may be a Dork or even a Loser but I may be the Coolest Dork or Loser you ever know,hee :) .I may sometimes be a Gauche But Thts who i am .And you have to live with it :') .Emm ,i think thats all you have to know,Chaww.Wish me luck yeah.XX :')